3.05.2010

Grrr

Ok, so I'm having a little pity party for myself today. Everything keeps getting piled on top of one another and today is one of those - "I hate my life" kind of days. And yes, realistically, I DO NOT hate my life. I do feel very fortunate that I have a roof over my head, that my husband has a great job, our kids are healthy, etc. But it's just been a really long and stressful week knowing what lays in the days ahead.

I've been sick (yet again), and trying to take care of the kids when Brad has been working late (yet again there too) leaves me no room to breathe - literally! I just found out this week that our house payment went up - no fun. We just have a lot of things going on starting the end of this month, with a lot of money going out the window - I am and am not looking forward to it. It's been a rough week with the kids, Josh is out of school all next week due to it being conference week, and my patience is gone - not just cut thin, gone. Period. I'm due for another bad mommy award yet again!

I have a Scentsy party (yay!) next weekend, Josh starts soccer and I have a baby shower to go to tomorrow - so that's money there. The last weekend of the month I have a bridal shower and bachelorette party to go to (out of town). The next weekend we are having Josh's birthday party and the weekend after that we are going to a wedding out of town - which Brad and I both have to buy outfits - for since it's black cocktail attire (I have no use for those clothes since becoming a mom, so there you go). Money, money, money. Busy, busy, busy! But we will get through it - I'm just stressed.

Ok, and...I'm done.

3 comments:

Unknown said...

Love you. :> I feel your pain. As I sit at the table sipping a baileys and ice and a splash of milk. Clark and I have not seen each other on a Saturday in 5 weeks. (yes that is because 4 of the weeks I finally went skiing somewhere other than Alta, so I can't blame him really) The one thing about being sick you always get better. Somehow the money always works out. The kids learn to deal with your emotions. And the best part you can always get a hug from your stinky hubby when he comes home late. :> You can do it put like seven movies in for the kids and stop cleaning the house. I gave up in nov. I will pick it back up in april.

Missa said...

yeah - what Heidi said :)

Jill and Lonnie said...

Sorry we haven't talked in a while. Life has been so busy lately but I feel like I'm finally getting life under control again. Looks like you a pretty crummy day a while back. Every one has days like that. Hope you are doing okay. We should chat sometime. Love you lots!