3.05.2010

Grrr

Ok, so I'm having a little pity party for myself today. Everything keeps getting piled on top of one another and today is one of those - "I hate my life" kind of days. And yes, realistically, I DO NOT hate my life. I do feel very fortunate that I have a roof over my head, that my husband has a great job, our kids are healthy, etc. But it's just been a really long and stressful week knowing what lays in the days ahead.

I've been sick (yet again), and trying to take care of the kids when Brad has been working late (yet again there too) leaves me no room to breathe - literally! I just found out this week that our house payment went up - no fun. We just have a lot of things going on starting the end of this month, with a lot of money going out the window - I am and am not looking forward to it. It's been a rough week with the kids, Josh is out of school all next week due to it being conference week, and my patience is gone - not just cut thin, gone. Period. I'm due for another bad mommy award yet again!

I have a Scentsy party (yay!) next weekend, Josh starts soccer and I have a baby shower to go to tomorrow - so that's money there. The last weekend of the month I have a bridal shower and bachelorette party to go to (out of town). The next weekend we are having Josh's birthday party and the weekend after that we are going to a wedding out of town - which Brad and I both have to buy outfits - for since it's black cocktail attire (I have no use for those clothes since becoming a mom, so there you go). Money, money, money. Busy, busy, busy! But we will get through it - I'm just stressed.

Ok, and...I'm done.